Exam is Approaching

it's really hot these days...

i'm sweats a lot and need to change the shirt frequently...it's quite troublesome because the more frequent i change the shirt, the more clothes i need to wash...but, if i didn't change, i will feel uncomfortable...then, i might can't study well...aiseyyy, what a lazy girl i'm when it comes to wash clothes...haha, don't get me wrong. i don't like it because of my habit after washing the clothes...which, i need to iron them first before i fold or hang them in the cupboard...and, of course it took me a lot of time to do that. my housemate always once sounds me that i'm sure need a maid when i'm working...is it??? i don't know, lets wait until i work...huhu...

exam is just 2 days more...i'm quite worried....there are a lots of thing to be covered and i think i'm not well prepared and haven't read much...and i slept a lot also these days...more than 8 hours per days...haishhh, why i sleeps like a baby in time like these...i used to stay up, read and focus for my exam....but, that doesn't happen to me these day. i felt afraid with my current situation and sometimes i hate myself for sleeps a lot. i felt like crying...i'm afraid to face this exam if i stay like that for the next 2 days...hope my housemate, Ely and Fara would encourage me and wake me up from sleep...

help me friends

how childish i'm...i should be more responsible to myself. don't depend on others. even though they wake me up, if i don't have the courage to stay awake, then...whats the point...i should be stronger and have more courage to face the exam....'the best motivation is from inside yourself. only you can keep yourself motivated for longer time. only you can keep the light on'...wake up liyana...remember your ambition and people around you., especially your parents....remember how hard they had raised you up and give you all the freedom to choose and do what you want...you are not live for yourself only...you have responsibilities to other people...so, be a reliable and responsible person liyana!!! only you can change yourself and only you can make your dreams comes true...

wake up girl!!
starts the engine and drive to the end point....

Counting for Final Exam

hahaha...the title looks like i'm really eager and waiting the exam...but the truth is....i don't want...there are so much to cover this sem...and i'm lost somewhere...my mind didn't set to face the exam in a few days later....i'm really down down down....i don't have the spirit to study...up until the 5th day of study week, i only manage to read about 10% or may be less than that....arghh...how should i walk to the exam hall like this....i don't want to sit the exam with empty mind....but, it seems so hard for me to read and remember all those knowledge these days....there's something that makes my heart felt uncomfortable...i don't know what is it...it is because i'm far from His blessed?

O' Allah...please give me guidance and give me peace in my heart...help me go through this small battle...O' Allah...only to You i'm turning to...there's no one can help me without Your blessed...i'm hopeless without You, O' Allah....

2010...

what's so great about new year...it just another year...but then, it would never been the same like last year...will it be better than or worse that 2009, it's all your choice...only you can make it better...if you work for it, then you'll get it...

wishes??? no, i don't have any specific new wish...it doesn't means that i'm bad and not ambitious but it just because everyday i have my own wishes...everyday would never been the same for me...what i want to achieve each day is different. that's why i didn't makes wishes just once in a year...

nway, happy new year to all people out there...have a great year...