Counting for Final Exam

hahaha...the title looks like i'm really eager and waiting the exam...but the truth is....i don't want...there are so much to cover this sem...and i'm lost somewhere...my mind didn't set to face the exam in a few days later....i'm really down down down....i don't have the spirit to study...up until the 5th day of study week, i only manage to read about 10% or may be less than that....arghh...how should i walk to the exam hall like this....i don't want to sit the exam with empty mind....but, it seems so hard for me to read and remember all those knowledge these days....there's something that makes my heart felt uncomfortable...i don't know what is it...it is because i'm far from His blessed?

O' Allah...please give me guidance and give me peace in my heart...help me go through this small battle...O' Allah...only to You i'm turning to...there's no one can help me without Your blessed...i'm hopeless without You, O' Allah....

2010...

what's so great about new year...it just another year...but then, it would never been the same like last year...will it be better than or worse that 2009, it's all your choice...only you can make it better...if you work for it, then you'll get it...

wishes??? no, i don't have any specific new wish...it doesn't means that i'm bad and not ambitious but it just because everyday i have my own wishes...everyday would never been the same for me...what i want to achieve each day is different. that's why i didn't makes wishes just once in a year...

nway, happy new year to all people out there...have a great year...

OPKIM @ Felda Ulu Tebrau, Johor

It's been quite a long time since my last entry...I'm really stress during last posting...Todays entry, I wanna talk about OPKIM which I had join during the mid-term break last week. PERSIAP was invited to join the OPKIM held by FSKB student. Total of 12 medical students including me had volunteer to join it. We went there for 4 days 3 nights, from 20-23 Nov. This OPKIM really gives me the most happier memory with foster family as the are more time with them and not only just to sleep. Furthemore, this family was very happy to receive foster children. They weren't busy like my previous foster family in Melaka and Kelantan, where both of them are busy and I has less contact with them and doesn't knew them much. But this time, I'm having a really really great foster family. Besides that, I also get to knew the siblings of my foster family. They really welcoming us.

About the activities...hurm, actually i didn't involve in other activities besides the medical consultation..hehe. Therefore, I can't comment on those activities. But he health promotion activities was really great will all the other department. But, when i told the patient to ask the pharmacist student about their medication, the pharmacist student told that they didn't learn about drug because they only year 1 and 2 student. I'm a bit dissapointing. But, it's not their fault. We all still learning. But, i hope for comprehensive management even for health promotion like this, each participants knew must about what they are suppose to tell the patient. Hope to be involve in OPKIM again...